Category Archives: Daily Snippets

Blogging from my phone today

Because this:

I came home from bible study and was going to scan my study notes, because they are difficult for me to read and I can enlarge them and view them in high contrast on the computer. I was met with this. 100% means it is done, but clearly it’s not because that little circle is still swirling. And these are the times I’m reminded that even I can be an impatient person.

If I weren’t down in the basement I would throw the computer out the window.

Oh heavens, now it’s reverted to 30%! I’m gonna go make myself some lunch. Later, gators…

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Learning life without fatigue

I am still really super happy to be rid of fatigue. I don’t think that will ever get old. Not having fatigue feels a lot like someone just handed me my life back. Now I’m just figuring out what to do with it. I have all this energy during the day and I get feeling restless. But when I’m feeling restless it’s still hard to think of what I should or could be doing. I don’t really want to blame my brain for not cooperating, but it is what it is.

I recently decided I want to be more intentional about how I use my time throughout the day. “Going with the flow” is okay every once in awhile but I’m not real comfortable staying there. I want to be serious about keeping up with housework, but still give myself time to rest when needed (not to mention recognize when the rest is needed). My solution? I downloaded an app on my phone – because there is ALWAYS an app for that. It’s been helping me keep track of all my daily tasks, occasional to-dos, and ongoing habits I’m trying to form. Spending time with God, playing fetch with the dog, cleaning house – these are all things I want to be doing every day. The app awards me points every time I complete something, so I’ve added things like taking my medicine, doing the dishes, taking out the trash, vacuuming, and cleaning the bathrooms. It’s made doing stuff kind of a game, and I’m already on level 4! I haven’t quite figured out what I can do in the “game” at level 4 but I don’t really care because apparently I’m a simple girl and I’m happy enough moving up the level ladder.

I’d write more, figure out a way to cleanly close this post, but my tummy is growling at me so I’m off to the kitchen! Have a happy Friday y’all!

We call this an ouchie wah-wah

So thanks to my poor vision, I guess, I ran head first into my daughter’s loft bed. Again. This time super duper hard. So I think I’m gonna have a major goose egg on my forehead by morning. We need to put up a sign that says in bold, high contrast colors, “DUCK!!” Which, coincidentally, rhymes with the word I would have said had my daughter not been right there to witness my stupidity.

Can we just start over now?

I’m a crier…

I know, I know, I went a full month without blogging. Life just gets so busy in the summer, and I’m so busy trying to be “present” that I rarely get the time or mental energy to sit down and talk about what’s going on. And now that I do, I really don’t know where to start. So I’m just going to start with today.

Today I was scheduled to have my monthly Tysabri infusion for MS. I’ve been bringing my daughter with me to these infusions while school is out, and today was no different. Except that it was, because the infusion center had moved to a new building, and today was our first visit there. I was informed upon arrival – after being dropped off by the Spec-Tran – that I could not bring my daughter back with me, per a new policy. I immediately freaked, wondering what I was going to do. Do I let her sit alone in a waiting room for the three hours, do I cancel the appointment and call Spec-Tran to see if they could come back to get us, or do I text someone who may be able to help. I ended up texting a friend, and she was able to pick her up. But she had plans that i didn’t want to disrupt, so I eventually texted my father-in-law to arrange a transfer, and also to have him pick me up when I was done, and take us both home.

After my friend had picked up my daughter, I went back up to the infusion center to finish getting checked in. The nurse who took me back, Nell, asked me how I was doing today and, since she was a familiar face and had asked the question, I of course broke into tears. Because that’s what I do. When I’m happy, sad, scared, mad, whatever, I cry. And Nell, bless her heart, told me to just let it out. So I did. And then the heat started to leave my bones and I was able to breathe. They checked my blood pressure and it was normal, believe it or not.

All said and done, everything was fine. My daughter was fine. She was safe and with people I would trust with my life. I got my medicine – even got the IV in on the first try without much spazzing in my vein – and it was fine. A really effing frustrating day, but it was all fine. And the Tigers had a rain delay so I’m actually able to relax at home on my comfy couch with my chocolate peanut butter non-dairy ice cream and watch the Tigers play.

That’s all for now, but I do want to share all the other exciting stuff that’s been going on. Trips the kids and I have taken, foods I’ve been enjoying (and some not so much), the books I’m reading, movies I’ve been watching, stuff like that. And I will, I promise. Not today, but soon. Right now, ice cream and baseball.

Grooming the garden


Okay, it’s not a garden. I just use that word for alliteration’s sake. The boys are away at a baseball game and the girls opted to stay home. When Natalie asked if she could go next door to help her friend pull weeds, it reminded me that I had been wanting to trim the front bushes. And since it’s evening, and the sun sets on the back of the house, I decided now was a good time. But halfway through she came back over to help me finish up, so I had to get a photo! Cuz that’s a good way to help make the memory stick.

Speaking of memory, and as a sidenote, I met with my neurologist earlier this week. She addressed my concerns and asked if I had anything else to discuss or ask about. I said no. Later that day, it occurred to me that there was one concern I forgot to mention: the fact that I occasionally have trouble with my short term memory. Ha! The irony there, l tell ya. Can’t take me anywhere, is what I say.

Anyhoo, hope y’all are enjoying the summer so far. Stay cool!

Hide and seek with Piper

Our dog loves loves loves to play fetch. I’m pretty sure it’s all she ever thinks about. Sometimes when I go back inside the house she anxiously awaits my return. Only I think she doesn’t want me to know that’s what she’s doing, because she will hide, ever so cleverly, behind the grill. She just sits there with the ball, Peking around the corner. And of course she thinks I can’t see her, with the screen door blocking my view, you know?