Tuesday most of the day was taken up with a return trip to the audiologist. I was activated last Tuesday, June 9th, so this visit was just to see how I was doing with the left ear, and to make some more adjustments to the volumes on the electrodes. The volume for the left ear was overall too low, so I noticed a big difference after these adjustments.
The biggest change so far, the biggest improvement and blessing from the second implant, is that the tinnitus is greatly reduced. It is almost gone completely, when I’m wearing both processors. That has been a pleasant change, and one that didn’t come until this week’s adjustments. It’s so nice, so peaceful, to have ACTUAL silence. Which is ironic, right? Because before, I was profoundly deaf, not able to hear real world sounds, but there was still perceived noise going on in my head, and I had sort of become accustomed to it. Yet I guess in becoming accustomed to it, I hadn’t realized how much it bothered me. And now that it’s gone, I’m loving it. And I don’t even care that the left side is still slightly sore from surgery, or that these implants are bulky, or hard to style my hair around. Those things could be nuisances, but they aren’t. They just don’t bother me.
Because I am loving the silence. That is strange to say. From someone who unwillingly lost her hearing in a matter of days, nearly two years ago? Someone who has endured countless medical procedures and tests, including two surgeries to regain her hearing? But hearing the things going on around you in reality is far different than hearing the incessant ringing going on in your head. Because tinnitus really is all in your head. So yes, all of that was worth it to get relief from the ringing. Of course, if that were the only benefit I would say it’s overkill. They still haven’t found a cure for tinnitus. But hearing again, the real things and ONLY the real things, is wonderful. And it only gets better from here. I am looking forward to more double CI joy!